Does anyone ever read this?

Does anyone ever read this blog? I'm going to safely assume it's simply an online journal, where only I -- and a very small group of people ... maybe -- read it.

As I write this, my apartment is in complete turmoil as I get packed up and ready to move. To be completely honest with you, I'm probably going to miss living with Abbie. We've lived together for nearly three years and it's definitely been a ride. It will be an adjustment living in the country again, and it will also be an adjustment just renting a room and not having run of the whole house. But, I'm telling myself all things happen for a reason. I don't know what that reason is yet, but I'm sure that will present itself in time -- and I'm positive it will be awesome.

Other than that - I don't have anything crazy planned for this summer. No trips to see Garth Brooks and no trips to Vancouver (although I would definitely love doing both of these). There will be a couple of camping trips in there somewhere, but it will probably be a low-key summer as I try to get caught up on different financial fronts.

But I should be off now. After work today I'm heading down to Provost with a carload of my belongings. (It's going to use soooo much gas to get down there!!)

Ta ta for now!

Feeling stressed out....

I am feeling stressed out ... so many things in my life are going well, but one aspect is causing me more concern and anxiety than I've cared to admit for the last few days - and it's also caused evident grouchiness. I've been down the road twice before, and it was exhausting. I know there are worse things in life than what I'm not mentioning, but right now I'm just not sure how to deal with it ... again.
I know I need to think positively, and change my attitude. Things will get better, and the situation WILL improve. If it doesn't I will prevail. I will change my attitude and I will be OK.
Other than that ... I think there are going to be some interesting changes in my life in the coming months -- and I'm feeling pretty positive and happy about these :)
That is all. Goodbye and talk to you later.

Life

I'm not feeling super positive today. I didn't sleep well last night and haven't for the past few nights. I'm trying to maintain positivity, but I'm finding it really hard. Sometimes life just feels like it's imploding. I'm trying not to complain and I'm trying not to annoy everyone in my life, but I feel like I'm doing just that. I don't like that aspect of myself.
Somehow I need to learn how to relax. I feel really anxious about life and I'm not sure what to do to feel less that way. Life is about taking chances after all. And if you can't change the circumstance, change the attitude, right?