Feeling stressed out....

I am feeling stressed out ... so many things in my life are going well, but one aspect is causing me more concern and anxiety than I've cared to admit for the last few days - and it's also caused evident grouchiness. I've been down the road twice before, and it was exhausting. I know there are worse things in life than what I'm not mentioning, but right now I'm just not sure how to deal with it ... again.
I know I need to think positively, and change my attitude. Things will get better, and the situation WILL improve. If it doesn't I will prevail. I will change my attitude and I will be OK.
Other than that ... I think there are going to be some interesting changes in my life in the coming months -- and I'm feeling pretty positive and happy about these :)
That is all. Goodbye and talk to you later.

Life

I'm not feeling super positive today. I didn't sleep well last night and haven't for the past few nights. I'm trying to maintain positivity, but I'm finding it really hard. Sometimes life just feels like it's imploding. I'm trying not to complain and I'm trying not to annoy everyone in my life, but I feel like I'm doing just that. I don't like that aspect of myself.
Somehow I need to learn how to relax. I feel really anxious about life and I'm not sure what to do to feel less that way. Life is about taking chances after all. And if you can't change the circumstance, change the attitude, right?

Christmas

It's that time of year again. Christmas. I know a lot of people are excited about the holiday, and I have tried not to be Scrooge this year, but I am not perfect. (I know, I know. This is shocking.)
So far this Christmas has definitely been better than in 2008 -- although I suppose that isn't too hard to improve on.
Wishing everyone a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year :)

Life is good :)

Life is good. And my wonderful handsome boyfriend gave me a bouquet of flowers last week. :) Life is good. As in previous posts, I just have to reiterate that this is definitely the best year of my life so far. Awesome guy. Got to finally see Garth Brooks. New car. Trip to Victoria with two awesome friends. A job I am thankful for (most days), and command start in this bitterly cold weather.
Where will life take me over the next few years? I don't know, but I'm open to all the adventures that await me.

Counting the days ...

Only 10 more sleeps to go until Garth, nine until Vegas and eight until Saskatoon!!! I know I've said it before, but I am lovin' 2010! I know I've also said life is truly what you make it, but that is oh so true. Expect the best, and you will have the best. I will keep expecting the best, and I will keep counting the days -- for more than one reason :)

Best year ever!

I seriously feel as though 2010 is the very best year of my life. OK, so it started off very badly, and I had to restart 2010 on February 1, but that's my birthday, so it was definitely a superb day. But since then the year has just kept improving. The end of February marked Joleen and I getting Garth Brooks tickets! And then the excitement for Aug. 6 has just been growing since that day. Seriously. Words cannot even begin to describe how I feel. May was a bit challenging with moving and my car, but it all worked out because I am now the proud owner of a 2010 Toyota Corolla. Her name is Karma and she's so pretty. I am still getting used to a reliable vehicle that is crazy superb on gas. I'm so lucky. And now, in just a little more than a month, Joleen and I will be in Vegas to see Garth Brooks. Can life get any sweeter? In October, I'm planning on heading to Victoria with Karen and Kim. Good times. Good times. So yes, things are only getting better :)

My new set of wheels :)

So, after a long wait and many frustrations with my Tempo, I have finally upgraded. This is Karma. Isn't she pretty?



Oh, and it's now 39 days until I get to see Garth Brooks!!!! I wonder if I will be able to meet him?